Wow Keith and I got alot cleared between one another the reason? because I made him read the entry titled *MH* & *KD* that helped us so much omg!...We were talkin earlier today and well hes starting to get scared about somethings and I was there to help him I hope...But he said something that kinda bothered me and wish I would have copied it so I could get it just right but oh well Ill have to go from memory. It was along the lines of him saying that he needs to clear his mind of that person that he wont be able to hold in him arms anymore (dont worry its not the person your thinkin of).... So I was like well that means its not Jamie does that make it me? And I thought we were finally back on track with our relationship...I didnt ask him about it yet b/c Im kinda afraid of the answer I can handle it if he tells me im not the one b/c whats the point of building a relationship on lies? its not a relationship granted hes had a lot of those in the past...But what if im the one that helps him change ways...Well Ill see how the convo goes later tonight...Pray for me lol